Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Found a love in the hopeless place

I did fall for someone that I can't have..
Someone new, someone who can make me alive, someone who can make me have new colour of life..
Someone who can be air for breath..

But I can't be next of him, or he can't next of mine..
Ironic enough, huh?
It's not about us, It just about wrong condition of life..
It's about situation..
I made mistake, tried to fix it, but it all just wrong..
Sometimes my head has a unique though of problem and ending with messy stuff.. It was stupid enough.

Why I know he was the one who can make me falling like this?
Because every moment with him just like movie in my brain..
Because I brave enough to did some silly things just to make sure he is okay..
Because I can tell him anything and he not mad.. At all..
Because he can be bestfriend, best brother, and somehow can be little kid..
Because he knows how to make me being me..
Because he just he.. Not someone else..

Because I stupid enough to let him go and take responsibility which it's not and face my problem of life alone.. Not with him.. And I let him go..

Sometimes I curse my self and wish to forget every moment of it.. But I realize it's not that way..
Thanks God you never erase this memory from me because this memories can make me take my steps for best future in front of me..
I fell from it, I learned from it, and I never regret it even it just take little time of us..
I know God has plan for us.. Best scenario from God..

I just wondering..
When you start take your move and has your thought like hard stone..
Do you remember the day when we fall in love?

Because I did, and it still can make me laugh by my self..
Forgive all of it and take steps for best move..

Best wishes for you :) 
Hope you doin' fine..
And we can have a good relationship again.. Whatever the relationship it is..

xoxo,
D!

Tuesday, November 29, 2011

when you start to know you have done..

Yes of course you have been falling for someone..
Do or did.. But you must have been falling..
But how you know you didn't falling anymore? Or maybe you don't know if you love or not..
It takes time to know that but you are the one who know how you feel..
Do not ever falling with someone before you really sure that you've done falling from someone of the past.
It''s not good.. At all.

When you feel you was uncomfortable talk to your couple about it..
If your couple not help you enough about it, you done..
When you feel your couple can't make you laugh from your heart..
If you try to deny it, you done..
When you feel being someone else when you hang out with you couple..
But still you did that, you done..
When you think about someone elses eyes, face, laugh, personality..
You absolutely you done..
When you start wondering about how you feel..
It's better say you need time not break-up..

Because..
A relationship can good enough if you BOTH do that, not just one person..
A bird can fly because bird has two wings..
Same as couple..
If a love bird wanna fly, it needs two heart from two person that falling in love each other..

xoxo,
D!

It's not about you don't wanna try, It's just about ...

Better to love someone
That you can't have
Than
Have someone
That you can't love

It's just a matter of time

xoxo,
D!

Have you ever..

Have you ever can think of someone that you don't really sure they think of you?
Have you ever feel like you can forget him/her but in fact you can't?
Have you ever try to fix some part of your life but in other side your life become messy?
Have you ever curse someone for the first time because you think they make your life like hell?
Have you ever think that you love someone after that person is gone?
Have you ever think if "that person is right maybe it's wrong time"?
Have you ever do all that?




 Because I have..
And all I can do just forgive and try to sincere
Life continue and it only can be one time..



xoxo,
D!


some place called : "wong art"

There is a cafe called "wong art" (kalo gak salah) around Marina beach Semarang
Honestly, this cafe has a great concept of homie and comfortable cafe for chill-out with your best but unfortunate
ly management of this place not really great to caring this place..
If management make this place more airy maybe it's gonna be nice..
Beside that they have a good enough taste for their food, but not the best from them..
Range of price is from 20000 - 50000 rupiahs (I think, I forget)
Come see that place guys, maybe it can be fun! :)

 This should be rice with some chicken grill but I forgot the named (sorry)




It's kwetiau siram : but another unfortunately they make it like fried

xoxo,
D!

Hello from MOVEMBER!

today is the last day from November 2011..
why I say MOVEMBER?
because honestly I need to make some move for my life..
All part of it..
love life, collage life, family part, every part of it..
So, take your move and ready to run!

But hello by the way, sorry not for posting for so long :*

xoxo,
D!